Greetings and salutations, gentle citizens!
I am... well, long time lurker, first time poster. I enjoy me some rape fantasies (shock!). I really like most anything, but the stories that really turn my crank are those that work on primal fears - the classic home invasion, and abuse of authority. Why do I call those "primal?" Because we depend on the safety of our homes, and the trust we have in authority figures, to make our lives safe. What can one do when their home is invaded? They have no safe place to run to. What can one do when authority is violated - by parents, by the police, by the school system? They have no one to turn to. My own Dark Passenger thrills at the thought of that terror in the victims.
But I like anything in my stories, generally the more sadistic the better. I've tried to push the limits of what I enjoy so I can enjoy a broader range of stories. So there's very little that doesn't turn me on.
Am I a writer? I guess so. Some things I have written are available online, like
this. But I have written under a variety of pseudonyms, and have no way of proving that they're the products of my own hand. And lately, I find I hate what I write; I am unable to hold a single plot together. I've written a lot, but every story is incomplete, and would require a metric ton of editing to make into a coherent posting. And the prose quality is just... blech. Every year, I toy with the idea writing some kind of rape epic for National Novel Writing Month, but every year I write something less... primal.
So, there you go. I wanted to join this community and say how much I enjoy it, and to give my appreciation to all the authors out there who are continuing the Important Work.
Oh, and I really joined to say one thing: John_F_Drake, I am totally in love with your avatar. Every time I see it, my tiny black heart swells a little.